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                Freedom and education were top on her list of things to accomplish.  Chimere Royle and her best friend, Kelly Hope, leave rural Indiana for the explosive excitement of one of Atlanta’s Top historical Black Colleges.  At twenty-two and on the cusp of reaching the goal she’d worked so hard for, Chimere Royle learns not all attention is good.  Afraid to sleep and sure no one would believe her if she told them what happens when she closes her eyes.

                Seeking relief and answers Chimere embarks on a journey leading her to finding love which changes her life and sends her in a new direction.  Her marriage to Medan Freeman and moving to California opens up a path which takes her into a deeper understanding of and love for a God she never knew.  Finally, having freedom from the fears that haunted her.  With life on the Central Coast of California offering a tranquil background to raising her family.  Getting tremendous satisfaction working with Felicity Freeman and young unwed mothers, discovering her capacity to love was greater than she ever imagined.

                A 25^th Wedding Anniversary began as a weekend of celebration; turns into a night of fear and a true test of faith for the Freeman family.  Now, unable to tell anyone what’s going on with her eyes closed; Chimere diligently seeks God to help bring her family back together.  Not even in her wildest dreams was this the way she thought a loving God would operate.

Maybe, no more...Possible,Yes!

I refuse to be fearful of the wars and rumors of wars, because God warned us this would come. I for one will remain focused and unmovable in what God has for me to do. To remain strong in my faith, although it may be just a mustard, it is enough for me to trust Ps 91:10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.

For years I refused to read the last book of the bible because it seemed to be filled with a horrible ending to what I thought I cherished. I thought this life was important and for long time my only goal was to prove my mother wrong about who she said I was and was not going to be.

I was blessed to be able to hear her change the words she spoke over me as a child. Believe me this was such a remarkable moment for me, it just hurt it was as she was dying before I was healed of some of the deep wounds she had inflected upon me as a child.

Forgiveness was never an issue because no matter how she treated or felt about me, my love for her was greater than the pain. What I didn’t understand at the time was all she had done was strengthen my resolve to prove those words to be lies. I wanted her to love and be proud of me.

So I pushed past the hurt the best way I knew how, which wasn’t always with the best tools. In my efforts to prove I was worthy of love, trustworthy, and would amount to something, the Lord called me out of the hole and changed my thoughts towards words spoken into my life.

While I studied this week I kept hearing the word maybe. Then I asked what is that all about! I know maybe means there’s possibility. I know even if the word is split into two words it still means there’s possibility. So I let it marinate through the week and then this morning I got a word that maybe no more! I got confirmation that it will be. In my lifetime I will see the blessing of my Lord and Savior!

I do not fear the prophetic words of John, but I look forward to them because I have faith that God sees me the way he created me to be and the last days will not be a worry for me because Jesus is returning for me soon! To take me to the best dwelling place where I will spend eternity at His feet in worship.